We hanged out at Michelle's again last Wednesday to do our PSK project. Its taking forever to finish. Hah! We were so distracted. Brought my Element board with me.
Michelle: Hey, it's 4 o'clock I wanna go out and skate.
Phoebe: No, wait till it's 4.30. I always skate after 4.30 cos that's when
you won't get skin cancer.
Michelle: Really?
Phoebe: Yeah.
Michelle: Is it like a proven fact?
Phoebe: Yeah. I'm like a skater who actually cares about her skin.
So we continued with the project until it was time to get out and be free from skin cancer! Haha! Walked to the playground and duuuude, there were two skating rings there, man. I let Ray use my board. She and Michelle skated down the slopes. Pam and Theresa played with the see-saw. I played with the swings. Ohh I miss kiddy playgrounds. Rules should so be f*cked, man. What's up with the whole, "Only for children aged 12 and below". Screw it I'm forever young. Especially with my summer hair. Bahahah! I love The Academy Is xD falling out of topic here...
Anyhoots, people were friggin staring at us walkin around with skateboards in our arms. It's like, "Holy shit, these hooligans are gonna kill us." Like wtf?! The place is filled with kids who smoke and ride bikes like superman tryina save kittens stuck in trees only to rape them. People should stop being so narrow minded. They're always thinking, "If it rides a skateboard, it's evil." Oh come on. What about Marilyn Manson? He's evil. He wears make-up.
What would you do if I say,
"If it wears make-up, it's evil"
Friday, May 22, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Davie down, Jenni and Aleen to go!
I'm using my sister's laptop and finally, I get to use MSN. Davie was the first person to chat with me. He was all hyped. We screamed I MISS YOUU LIKE SOOO MUCH and yeah, Davie's awesome like that, he doesnt act all cool. Random conversations...
Dave: my cam :)
Me: Oh I let a fag cut my hair short last saturday
Dave: rad
i'm really sick
it suckss
i need my scarf i'm coldd
btw im taller :) now
Me: yeah?
Dave: yeah
Me: How much taller?
Dave: lol brb
*He was on cam*
Me: omg giant on my screen! holy bleep youre like frigggggggin LONG
Dave: i think a malaysia guy wanted to see my dick
Me: wtf? is he gay or gay?
Dave: gay gay gay gay gay gay gya
Me: gay gay gay. i like saying it three times. only three times.
Dave: ddude no. x10000000000000
Me: howd u meet this guy anyway?
Dave: he added me
Me: oh stalker!
Dave: yesh!
Me: i think i have a lesbian fan in school. she/he/it kept nudging the friend everytime i pass by
Dave: lol. :P kinkii. you are hot
Me: im like a truck. trucks are not hot.
Dave: go on cam and ill see.
...............................................
Dave: dude
you are
not
a flipping truck
your like peguin
Me: oh a penguin sounds wayyy better than a truck aye?
And a whole lot more random stuff. We just cant stick to one thing. Flip to this and that after another random flip. I miss our Lol Gang meetings. Jenni, Aleen, you guys gotta come online at the same time!
Dave: my cam :)
Me: Oh I let a fag cut my hair short last saturday
Dave: rad
i'm really sick
it suckss
i need my scarf i'm coldd
btw im taller :) now
Me: yeah?
Dave: yeah
Me: How much taller?
Dave: lol brb
*He was on cam*
Me: omg giant on my screen! holy bleep youre like frigggggggin LONG
Dave: i think a malaysia guy wanted to see my dick
Me: wtf? is he gay or gay?
Dave: gay gay gay gay gay gay gya
Me: gay gay gay. i like saying it three times. only three times.
Dave: ddude no. x10000000000000
Me: howd u meet this guy anyway?
Dave: he added me
Me: oh stalker!
Dave: yesh!
Me: i think i have a lesbian fan in school. she/he/it kept nudging the friend everytime i pass by
Dave: lol. :P kinkii. you are hot
Me: im like a truck. trucks are not hot.
Dave: go on cam and ill see.
...............................................
Dave: dude
you are
not
a flipping truck
your like peguin
Me: oh a penguin sounds wayyy better than a truck aye?
And a whole lot more random stuff. We just cant stick to one thing. Flip to this and that after another random flip. I miss our Lol Gang meetings. Jenni, Aleen, you guys gotta come online at the same time!
you're the best drug ever!
Thanks to Ray and Michelle, I got my mojo back! It happened like about a month ago. We were at Michelle's place and I was so tempted to ride her board but I couldnt cos I was so worked up and I kept bailing. I could only tic-tac.
When we were on our way home, I wasnt satisfied at all cos I thought I seriously lost my mojo. I ran upstairs to my room and I just had like a big bar of chocolate so you would know how hyped I was. I grabbed the blue chair (which was so not stable) and stood on top of it and tried to reach my boards on top of the cupboard. Success!
Grabbed my old board and skate in the balcony. Oh holy sheep it was the awesomest feeling ever, I finally got my drug! I was sitting on the balcony, listening to my mp3, kinda freaked my neighbour cos apparently I looked like a suicidal emo chick, all in black. Michelle called (right on!) and I screamed telling her I got my mojo back! I was so stoked.
Anyways, the exams finally ended last Wednesday and that afternoon I spent the entire time watching Rodney Mullen, Mike Vallely, Danny Way and Bucky Lasek on youtube. Surfed the Element and Etnies websites. Like old times, I got stuck staring at the Etnies shoes! Cant help myself, dude.
And that's when I started using my Element board. Yeah, I never got used to it before this. I was so used to my old one that I kept using the old one. Even when I got my mojo back this year. I mean, after eight months of not skating, of course you'd pick the skateboard you're comfortable with, right? The weird thing was, my old board wasnt as comfortable as it was before. I couldnt hang on to it long enough. It felt heavy somehow. That night I crashed on my bed and stared at my Element board. I got up on an impulse and grabbed it and did tic-tacs. "This feels good" And then I was like, ok, kick. "This feels gooood" and I kicked some more "Duuuude, this is soo goood." I quickly got out the balcony and skate like a madass.
Ever since I started skating my Element board, I just cant stop. Everyday in school I'd be "I wanna skaaaaaaate!" and Ray would go "Stooooooop iiiiiiiiit! I want a new skateboard!" I promise to buy her a new board when I go to Miri during the hols. Cant believe she had the discipline to not spend her money. Oh and on Friday, she was so tempted to buy an ice-cream from the ice-cream man at church. And it was mother freakin raining! I took her money and kept it in my pocket until dad came to pick me up. Lets all pray to God she didnt spend it when I was gone.
Things are pretty sick right now. Both in good and bad ways. All I wanna do is skate and things are screwed up when it comes to studies cos I just dont wanna do any homework. I'm not even prepared for my English oral which is on Monday and its 3.43am on Sunday, right now. Yeah, I'm ****ed up for sure. But I think I'll survive cos with the topic I chose, I'm pretty sure I could remember the facts since it's something I love! Something to do with my favorite drug... x)
When we were on our way home, I wasnt satisfied at all cos I thought I seriously lost my mojo. I ran upstairs to my room and I just had like a big bar of chocolate so you would know how hyped I was. I grabbed the blue chair (which was so not stable) and stood on top of it and tried to reach my boards on top of the cupboard. Success!
Grabbed my old board and skate in the balcony. Oh holy sheep it was the awesomest feeling ever, I finally got my drug! I was sitting on the balcony, listening to my mp3, kinda freaked my neighbour cos apparently I looked like a suicidal emo chick, all in black. Michelle called (right on!) and I screamed telling her I got my mojo back! I was so stoked.
Anyways, the exams finally ended last Wednesday and that afternoon I spent the entire time watching Rodney Mullen, Mike Vallely, Danny Way and Bucky Lasek on youtube. Surfed the Element and Etnies websites. Like old times, I got stuck staring at the Etnies shoes! Cant help myself, dude.
And that's when I started using my Element board. Yeah, I never got used to it before this. I was so used to my old one that I kept using the old one. Even when I got my mojo back this year. I mean, after eight months of not skating, of course you'd pick the skateboard you're comfortable with, right? The weird thing was, my old board wasnt as comfortable as it was before. I couldnt hang on to it long enough. It felt heavy somehow. That night I crashed on my bed and stared at my Element board. I got up on an impulse and grabbed it and did tic-tacs. "This feels good" And then I was like, ok, kick. "This feels gooood" and I kicked some more "Duuuude, this is soo goood." I quickly got out the balcony and skate like a madass.
Ever since I started skating my Element board, I just cant stop. Everyday in school I'd be "I wanna skaaaaaaate!" and Ray would go "Stooooooop iiiiiiiiit! I want a new skateboard!" I promise to buy her a new board when I go to Miri during the hols. Cant believe she had the discipline to not spend her money. Oh and on Friday, she was so tempted to buy an ice-cream from the ice-cream man at church. And it was mother freakin raining! I took her money and kept it in my pocket until dad came to pick me up. Lets all pray to God she didnt spend it when I was gone.
Things are pretty sick right now. Both in good and bad ways. All I wanna do is skate and things are screwed up when it comes to studies cos I just dont wanna do any homework. I'm not even prepared for my English oral which is on Monday and its 3.43am on Sunday, right now. Yeah, I'm ****ed up for sure. But I think I'll survive cos with the topic I chose, I'm pretty sure I could remember the facts since it's something I love! Something to do with my favorite drug... x)
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
screw chemistry, we're robbing the bank!
I saw Dragon the Druggie walking back and forth, carrying his bag everywhere he goes and I was like, "I seriously wanna mug this guy. What does he have in there? Money??"
And the whole robbing the bank topic came up. Everyone's got their own costumes to cover up their identity. Ray was the leader, of course. She's got a paper bag head, fish as weapons and carries a pig everywhere she goes. Michelle would be in a Chocopie suit. Her hands wont be able to reach out cos well...oh we need to take a pic of the drawing, man. Pam would be the Underbah! Yeah, say whaaaaaaat? She wears an underwear on her head and she's wrapped up in a towel. Was supposed to be a robe at first but I dont know, I wasnt paying attention when Michelle drew her on my table. Almost got busted. HAHAH! Funny! I'm the armless carrot with the hardcore sharp hair. I attack people with that.
My table had doodles all over it. Michelle just couldnt stop writing "Ryan Sheckler" in different styles of handwriting. And not to mention how big they were!
When the exam started and I got my Chemistry answer sheet, I almost wrote, on the top left;
Ryan Sheckler
4Science3
Chemistry
Hah! Damn you, Michelle, gave me D.I.D. When I told her about it she was like, "Oh cool Ryan Sheckler's in my class!" The table still got his name all over it. And our crew, The Tongue Rollers. Hahahah! We need to carry that table away from that block.
And the whole robbing the bank topic came up. Everyone's got their own costumes to cover up their identity. Ray was the leader, of course. She's got a paper bag head, fish as weapons and carries a pig everywhere she goes. Michelle would be in a Chocopie suit. Her hands wont be able to reach out cos well...oh we need to take a pic of the drawing, man. Pam would be the Underbah! Yeah, say whaaaaaaat? She wears an underwear on her head and she's wrapped up in a towel. Was supposed to be a robe at first but I dont know, I wasnt paying attention when Michelle drew her on my table. Almost got busted. HAHAH! Funny! I'm the armless carrot with the hardcore sharp hair. I attack people with that.
My table had doodles all over it. Michelle just couldnt stop writing "Ryan Sheckler" in different styles of handwriting. And not to mention how big they were!
When the exam started and I got my Chemistry answer sheet, I almost wrote, on the top left;
Ryan Sheckler
4Science3
Chemistry
Hah! Damn you, Michelle, gave me D.I.D. When I told her about it she was like, "Oh cool Ryan Sheckler's in my class!" The table still got his name all over it. And our crew, The Tongue Rollers. Hahahah! We need to carry that table away from that block.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
addmath remedy
oh queen mother of forks and ducks!
I need help.
Someone has to tutor me Addmath.
I can study on my own but when it comes to solving the 'use your head to think' problems, I am so screwed.
Even the toughest of all screw drivers cant get the screw out, man.
I need help.
Someone has to tutor me Addmath.
I can study on my own but when it comes to solving the 'use your head to think' problems, I am so screwed.
Even the toughest of all screw drivers cant get the screw out, man.
Friday, May 1, 2009
exam week. eh, no. weeks. with an S. yeah thats right, ass school
I slept for fifteen hours lastnight dude. Watched American Idol at six which almost gave me a heart attack. One where I would stuff myself with lots of chocolate and when I take a second, just a second to stop, I die! Why? Cos Adam Lambert was bottom TWO ! Wtf? How the hell did that happen? He's supposed to friggin be on top all the time cos come on, America, he has the best performance e ve ry ferrikin night! Anyways, back to my story, after (Adam was safe by the way, Matt got out) watching that, I crashed. In the room downstairs.
It was so hard to get up. Felt like there was some ghost pulling my eyes shut every time they try to open. I didnt have dinner cos apparently, "I dont like to eat ducks!" . Yeah, I said that to gramma and went back to sleep. Weird, cos I like ducks, actually. Only got up at 10pm after mosquitoes had sucked about a gallon of my blood.
Walked upstairs to my room with an exam pad in my hand (I dont know, man...) and threw myself on my bed and slept all the way till morning. 4am, I woke up and wondered who turned off my lights cos I wanted to take a shower but decided it was too dark and I couldnt see, so I went back to sleep.
At 5am, I woke up and looked outside my window and realised that it was brighter. I wanted to get out and sit on the balcony and wait til the sun rises (wtf?) but I didnt. Cos the guy I dreamt of lured me back to sleep and I dreamt of him some more. God, it was suhweeeet!
I ended up waking at 10.45am.
It was so hard to get up. Felt like there was some ghost pulling my eyes shut every time they try to open. I didnt have dinner cos apparently, "I dont like to eat ducks!" . Yeah, I said that to gramma and went back to sleep. Weird, cos I like ducks, actually. Only got up at 10pm after mosquitoes had sucked about a gallon of my blood.
Walked upstairs to my room with an exam pad in my hand (I dont know, man...) and threw myself on my bed and slept all the way till morning. 4am, I woke up and wondered who turned off my lights cos I wanted to take a shower but decided it was too dark and I couldnt see, so I went back to sleep.
At 5am, I woke up and looked outside my window and realised that it was brighter. I wanted to get out and sit on the balcony and wait til the sun rises (wtf?) but I didnt. Cos the guy I dreamt of lured me back to sleep and I dreamt of him some more. God, it was suhweeeet!
I ended up waking at 10.45am.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
to the injured dinosaur, you probably wont read this but i dont care
I have taped my own mouth,
literally.
Just to stop myself from screaming your name.
I'm letting go.
Screw, fuck all the damn play-it-cool thing.
I dont care anymore.
I know what I just told you would sound so weird right now.
Seeing as we were never that close to tell each other that.
But you won't know about it until you're out and about.
Am I freaking you out?
I dont care if you think I like you.
Cos that's the truth.
I'm just spilling it out.
And no...this tape doesn't hurt me (:
literally.
Just to stop myself from screaming your name.
I'm letting go.
Screw, fuck all the damn play-it-cool thing.
I dont care anymore.
I know what I just told you would sound so weird right now.
Seeing as we were never that close to tell each other that.
But you won't know about it until you're out and about.
Am I freaking you out?
I dont care if you think I like you.
Cos that's the truth.
I'm just spilling it out.
And no...this tape doesn't hurt me (:
Friday, April 24, 2009
being on the dark side sucks, they dont got cookies.
They lied! Cookie Monster (I cant believe this) lied about the whole thing. You know, when he's on someone's t-shirt and he says, "Come to the dark side. We have cookies."
Well, they dont. I've been there. I think I'm still there. And they still dont got cookies!
Yeah I know I havent been blogging for a while. I lost my phone about two weeks ago. It was heartbreaking. And I dont wana talk about it!
So, anyways, since then, I've been sitting in the dark. I've no idea at all what's going on with my friends in Miri. Specifically, those I text a lot. And it sucks not being able to tell them right on whatever was happening. Dad offered his phone so I could use it. I said no. I'd rather not have a phone at all than to have one and remind myself of what happened to mine.
Shut up, you emo kid. Now let me get to my story. Weird things are striking:
One, she said she likes me =S
Two, I've been biting my tongue a lot xP
Three, something happened to him :(
Lets get to the first topic, shall we? Ok, it was addmath. Screamo was...well, screaming (as always) while we were discussing the answers for the exercises she gave us. She asked the class for their answers. It was chaos in there. I was between Ray and Theresa and they were fussing about something. And then Screamo went, "Phoebe, what is your answer?" I stood up and told her, "I havent finished number 10 yet" and sat back down. She nodded and was saying something. I wasnt listening at all. Theresa turned to me and she was like,
"She likes you."
"What? Who?"
"The teacher"
"What? What did she say?"
"She said, I like you."
Okay, yeah, that was just plain weird. Have she not noticed that I get headaches whenever she's around? And my face doesnt look happy at all? Oh, geez. I need to master these skills.
Number two. I've been biting my tongue a lot. The first time it happened, Ray told me that somebody's bitching about me. I thought it was one of her crazy theories. We tried putting that to test.
Ray: Let's make Michelle bite her tongue. Talk bad about her!
Me: What? Okay. *turns to Michelle* Michelle, you suck!
Ray: No, not to her! Behind her! Talk to me.
We tried saying so many bad things about her. It didnt work, she didnt bite her tongue. Most of the things we said about her...okay, all the things we said didnt make sense at all. I guess that explains why she didnt bite her tongue. Anyhoots! This week, I've bitten my tongue for three times already! You, whoever you are, walking around with your friggin butt talking smack about me, just you wait. You're gonna rott in hell for all my bleeding tongue cares. Only God knows who you are. And He will take action.
Number three. Him. Yeah, him. Whom I almost tried to dismiss. I stopped thinking about him. I thought I was just getting over him. Which doesnt happen often when it comes to me and my crushing-on-a-guy thing. It was on the exact same day I told Ray about this when somebody told me something bad happened to him. Well, this somebody teases me a lot. So it was Chemistry and she calls me by his name. I was sleepy and I stopped thinking about him, right? So I stuck my tongue at her. Then she went, "Oh! I forgot to tell you..." And from then on, I kept worrying about him. I still am! I thought it couldnt be that serious but today I asked her if he was still in the hospital, she said yeah. Whaaaaaaatttt??? Oh, dear, God, please watch over that boy... =(
Well, they dont. I've been there. I think I'm still there. And they still dont got cookies!
Yeah I know I havent been blogging for a while. I lost my phone about two weeks ago. It was heartbreaking. And I dont wana talk about it!
So, anyways, since then, I've been sitting in the dark. I've no idea at all what's going on with my friends in Miri. Specifically, those I text a lot. And it sucks not being able to tell them right on whatever was happening. Dad offered his phone so I could use it. I said no. I'd rather not have a phone at all than to have one and remind myself of what happened to mine.
Shut up, you emo kid. Now let me get to my story. Weird things are striking:
One, she said she likes me =S
Two, I've been biting my tongue a lot xP
Three, something happened to him :(
Lets get to the first topic, shall we? Ok, it was addmath. Screamo was...well, screaming (as always) while we were discussing the answers for the exercises she gave us. She asked the class for their answers. It was chaos in there. I was between Ray and Theresa and they were fussing about something. And then Screamo went, "Phoebe, what is your answer?" I stood up and told her, "I havent finished number 10 yet" and sat back down. She nodded and was saying something. I wasnt listening at all. Theresa turned to me and she was like,
"She likes you."
"What? Who?"
"The teacher"
"What? What did she say?"
"She said, I like you."
Okay, yeah, that was just plain weird. Have she not noticed that I get headaches whenever she's around? And my face doesnt look happy at all? Oh, geez. I need to master these skills.
Number two. I've been biting my tongue a lot. The first time it happened, Ray told me that somebody's bitching about me. I thought it was one of her crazy theories. We tried putting that to test.
Ray: Let's make Michelle bite her tongue. Talk bad about her!
Me: What? Okay. *turns to Michelle* Michelle, you suck!
Ray: No, not to her! Behind her! Talk to me.
We tried saying so many bad things about her. It didnt work, she didnt bite her tongue. Most of the things we said about her...okay, all the things we said didnt make sense at all. I guess that explains why she didnt bite her tongue. Anyhoots! This week, I've bitten my tongue for three times already! You, whoever you are, walking around with your friggin butt talking smack about me, just you wait. You're gonna rott in hell for all my bleeding tongue cares. Only God knows who you are. And He will take action.
Number three. Him. Yeah, him. Whom I almost tried to dismiss. I stopped thinking about him. I thought I was just getting over him. Which doesnt happen often when it comes to me and my crushing-on-a-guy thing. It was on the exact same day I told Ray about this when somebody told me something bad happened to him. Well, this somebody teases me a lot. So it was Chemistry and she calls me by his name. I was sleepy and I stopped thinking about him, right? So I stuck my tongue at her. Then she went, "Oh! I forgot to tell you..." And from then on, I kept worrying about him. I still am! I thought it couldnt be that serious but today I asked her if he was still in the hospital, she said yeah. Whaaaaaaatttt??? Oh, dear, God, please watch over that boy... =(
Sunday, April 12, 2009
stupid complications
I think I'm falling once more
maybe not as deep as before
but I want to see you again
Now, tell me one thing
Why, oh, why are you so hard to find?
I hate this part of the world
I hate not knowing everyone
I could search the entire school for you
But I just cant seem to
I hate stupid complications
I wish I could just connect my brain to the internet
Have your face scanned from my memory
And bam!
There you are on my computer screen
But it's just too bad
This world has not gone that far...yet
Would you come find me ?
maybe not as deep as before
but I want to see you again
Now, tell me one thing
Why, oh, why are you so hard to find?
I hate this part of the world
I hate not knowing everyone
I could search the entire school for you
But I just cant seem to
I hate stupid complications
I wish I could just connect my brain to the internet
Have your face scanned from my memory
And bam!
There you are on my computer screen
But it's just too bad
This world has not gone that far...yet
Would you come find me ?
Saturday, April 11, 2009
I found you
I was watching a video of one of my contacts, she was singing on the field of KSL. It made me miss the place so much! And like any other listening moments, I felt like singing too...and posting up a vid. This one was made a month ago (I think). It's not the full song. I suck balls at the second verse. Haha! Sorry x)
Song: I Found You
Artist: Alyssa Bernal (check her out on youtube she's amazing!)
Dont forget to check out Alyssa's channel, http://www.youtube.com/user/hchsknights08?blend=1&ob=4
Song: I Found You
Artist: Alyssa Bernal (check her out on youtube she's amazing!)
Dont forget to check out Alyssa's channel, http://www.youtube.com/user/hchsknights08?blend=1&ob=4
Thursday, April 9, 2009
meet little Castro!
No, this is not about Michael Castro. Well...it does have something to do with him. Very little of him. Okay, only his last name! Damn you..
Daddy got me a puppy last Saturday! :D He's so adorable. Local breed. Daddy thinks he's mixed though. Cos his body size and his paws are a little too big for a local breed. He looks like a cross between a Golden Retriever and a Husky (the lighter shade around his eyes). Oh! And I named him Castro. Derived from Michael Castro, not Jason Castro. Got it?
Castro, after his little bath this afternoon.
He finally responds whenever I call him. For the past few days, he never even turned, look or stopped when I scream "No!". It's so hard to train or teach him tricks. (Yes, I do know how) He's so friggin hyper. I thought he was suffering from A.D.D. for a moment there. But no...he's just a hyper little puppy. What was that disorder Ryan Higa and his friends had? *checks youtube* Oh, screw this. I got distracted... Again. Maybe I'm the one who has A.D.D.
Playing with my squash ball in the kitchen.
The little pup smiiiiles ! xD
Daddy got me a puppy last Saturday! :D He's so adorable. Local breed. Daddy thinks he's mixed though. Cos his body size and his paws are a little too big for a local breed. He looks like a cross between a Golden Retriever and a Husky (the lighter shade around his eyes). Oh! And I named him Castro. Derived from Michael Castro, not Jason Castro. Got it?
Castro, after his little bath this afternoon.
He finally responds whenever I call him. For the past few days, he never even turned, look or stopped when I scream "No!". It's so hard to train or teach him tricks. (Yes, I do know how) He's so friggin hyper. I thought he was suffering from A.D.D. for a moment there. But no...he's just a hyper little puppy. What was that disorder Ryan Higa and his friends had? *checks youtube* Oh, screw this. I got distracted... Again. Maybe I'm the one who has A.D.D.
Playing with my squash ball in the kitchen.
The little pup smiiiiles ! xD
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